In a heartbeat

In a heartbeat I’m broken again. Too tired to talk. Too tired to let things lie. You mis-interpret, and that’s it. The one I need, pushing, distant. My heart sinks. My head throbs. The past is to blame. Isn’t it always? Fuck what’s been. All I want is a future. Is that so hard? Am…

I like you a lottle.

Lets start at the end like a Stephen King Noveland I’ll get this all out before I start to lose my bottle,and before I have a wobble and I waffle till I nobbleany chance I have to throttle back, and all my nerves then gobble up my message. So I decided I should cobbletogether a…

What I need

Another shitty night.Sleep has no interest in me when I’m alone.Hours spent, wasted, waiting for morning.Eventually my brain will concede.Tomorrow’s problems increased ten fold.Tiredness always weakens me.You think I’m your rock, but really you’re my angel.You bring peace to my night.Sleep to my soul.Love to my heart.Your warmth.Your care.You… Thats what I need.

Haikus For Me

Where to start with this? With how I feel about you? I think you know that. You stir up my soul. Bring happiness to my life. You lift my spirits. Nothing can hurt me, when I have you by my side. So never leave me. I can face it all. You give me the strength…

Haikus For You

The more I see youThe more I want to see youThe time goes so fast I know life is hardEvery day you say youre fineBut I see through you Get rest when you canJust listen to your bodyLittle man needs you What ever you needWhat ever time you need itI’ll be here for you Just…

So Tired

So tired, yet still I’m awake My head wants sleep that my heart won’t take. Too many thoughts, worries and fears. So many memories, so many years. Nothing is certain, stability gone. Everything changing, whether right or wrong. Time is the enemy, another year past, surely the next not as bad as the last? Our…